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- Using crutches is a bitch - try lifting 125kg repeat all day
- My arse doesn't fit in chairs
- Or in Toilets without touching the sanitary bin
- Once I didn't fit on the toilet at all (this one)
- I'm always worried about breaking a chair
- When I squeeze into one of those nearly breaking plastic chairs my arse and legs stick out the sides
- Oh and I have to hold the chair when I stand up and seperate it from my arse or it comes with me
- My thighs are also taller than the arms on chairs (if that makes any sense)
- Cutting & painting my toenails involves holding my breath and struggling
- Clothes shopping is a bitch
- I'm constantly trying to rid my double chin (I think double is being nice)
- I can't
- Big girls underwear is grannyish
- If it looks nice it won't hold my boobs up for the day
- Sitting in Planes, Public transport, Cinemas, Theatres etc is all uncomfortable. I just don't fit.
- I feel sorry for the people sitting beside me
- I can't cross my legs - this is a dignity maintaining pose you know
- People say mean stuff about me
- Kids say it out loud and laugh
- Feeling sick at work cause I wonder how people take the fat girl seriously
- Changing in change rooms
- Stuffing myself into a swimming costume
- Brazillians are a tricky business, bruising occurs for fatties and the beautician has so much to hold
- Shaving your legs involves sucking it in and taking a deep breath all at once and folding yourself in half
- Cycle classes are kind of similar when your boobs don't knock you out
- I'd like a dressing gown that fits
- And a towel that wraps around me
- I'd like to try on wedding dresses - but I'm too scared to even look
- Eating in public is horrible
- So is buying food at all
- The rashes between my legs
- in my groin
- under my boobs etc
- Fat sex
- Feeling limited on ANYTHING because of my size
What I Am Looking Forward To
- I will be a weight I can publicly declare without embarressment or shocked looks
- I won't touch the sanitary bin when I use the toilet
- The gap between my thighs
- Fitting into chairs properly
- And having room left over
- Painting my toes without passing out
- Ditto Shaving my legs
- Wrapping myself in an oversized towel
- And in my oversized gown
- Wearing the wedding dress of my dreams
- Participating in sport and in classes at the gym and enjoying them again
- Buying sexy underwear
- And teasing my hubby with it (well he will be)
- Not spilling out of my dress on our wedding day
- Enjoying our honeymoon
- In my bathers
- Walking & Playing with Storm without being sore
- Trouble free pregnancies
- Simpler reconstructive surgery recovery
- Increased movement & flexibility
- Some great photos of me
- To show people what I used to look like and it be my fat photos not my skinny ones
10 comments:
You can do it Jadey!!!
Jadey, and it WILL all happen and it does feel great. I'm only half way to my goal but I now can do a pedicure and OH it feels god and it;s worth the effort and remember I had leg injuries, too, yet I did it. I know your going to do it, :-), I'm cheering you on :-), it's going to be so much fun seeing you transform yourself. Grap ever bit of motivational help you can, just keep it focused 100% in your mind as if it is the one single most important job your doing every day, this new, looking after yoursel, forever, way of living, and love life, :-). I stopped using food to celebrate victories, cussion falls and as markers for meeting people, I think that was my downfalls, and found other ways to let our my emotions, and told friends I would meet them for a walk and talk, not a meal, result is I can do my own pedicure. So don't think diet and deprivation because you can not keep that up, think, loving yourself forever and being the FREE and SLIm Jadey you now are inside, your body will catch up to where your mind is :-)xx Kathy
I can relate to evedry word you said and i so understand where your coming from re number 8. You can do this x Best of luck
thats a very powerfull list you have there Jadey. Its going to be a good motivator on the days you need it! I recently read Crunch Time by Michelle bridges and I totally reccommend it. It got my head in the right place to be able to lose weight.
Hope you are healing well>
xoxoxo
Love the lists! I am going to do one for what I am looking forward to as well!
Oh darling girl - you are such a beautiful person and deserve to know the joy of being comfortable in your own skin, and doing all those things you want to do. You never take those little things for granted again, trust me!
These lists should be great motivation for you - get them out whenever you feel yourself needing a boost or a refocus. Whenever I found myself slipping, I'd get out my fat photos and list of reasons why I wanted to get healthy - it was enough to keep me away from the chocolate and get me out for a walk, let me tell you! Seize all the motivation you can!
You can do it!!
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